i am tired i am tired I AM TIRED! sighhhh... i am just tired of everything under the sun... i am tired of looking after this house i am tired of looking after my brother i am tired of school i am tired of every single little thing... sighhh.... i am just tired... kinda feel like crap now and then it feels like everything of the house is dependent on me... i have to launder the clothes have to look after the pets have to cook have to wash have to basically do much of everything... i am just tired.... and there is still a foot pile of letters waiting i guess for me in which i have to clear before my phone and lights gets cut off... sighhh... and i still have projs tests and work to juggle with... i practically have no social life... i have not seen bev since the holiday started and it just sux ok.... it sux to the core... some times it is just weird you know at the end of the day, realising that you have been running around like a bumble bee but have not opened your mouth at all throughout the day... it sux it is brain draining and tiresome...
well i tried to escape off to church... escape from all of this... sermon was quite good... it was by the youth ministry.... the speaker was really good... i didnt really have enough sleep last night and had to drag myself out of bed but he managed to grab my total attention throughout.... the topic was basically about failure... this is one of the questions i have had for the world for some time and it was preched today... why is it that we cannot accept failure as a different form of success? like the chinese phrase goes, failure is the mother of success... then why is it we despise failure and trample it on the ground? how are we to achieve, attain and cherish any for of success if we do not go through failure...
well now i am back home goin to take a rest, escape from this world and go into the sureal realm of dreams and when i do make my return i shall start on my work...
i am tired.... can you help?
friends always care
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