the sun rose above the cityscape throwing a blanket of gold over the entire area. I threw myself into the air, allowing my body to succumb to the laws of gravity, and fall lazily onto the bed bellow. surveying my surroundings i realised the trees around have grown forming silhouettes against the sunlight. we made our way out as the game of charades began; requests for saucers were mistaken for ash trays. flies seemed to be treated just like any normal customer that walked into the restaurant as they were given their own private space to feast amongst the food sprawled across the table. well all i can say is, it is truly great to be home...
thinking of you...
friends always care
18:11
well i seriously dont know what i am still doing up at this time... am pretty tired actually... recently i have been having a roller-coaster of emotions not really knowing what to feel anymore... its kinda strange it is like i am both happy and sad at the same time... i know pretty weird right...
well life update... i shall be making my flight periods once again... i shall be escaping to vietnam on the 17th of this month, be back just in time for grad night on the 24th then fly off to aus on the 2nd of apr then be back on the 16th just in time for the graduation ceremony after which i should be flying back to vietnam again probably hanoi or something... not too sure on the dates yet but i am thinkin atound 25th of apr... and wait there till my enlistment... yeps thats the quick update of my life...
sighs... taking each step at a time hopefully something beautiful would outshine the grey...
friends always care
01:53
endless datelines, sleepless nights, dreadful mornings, tests within sight... that was the life that i drew accustomed to throughout my 3 years in poly... the mounting load of work, the bitchy complains and gossips, the forgotten meals and the burned out keypads... thats what i learnt to love and embrace... blarring tampers, strained relationships, strengthened ties, memories made... thats what i learnt to accept and learnt to cherish...
i loved every day in my poly life now looking back... the good the bad and the ugly they all helped me to grow to become a better man than who i was before... the many stranuous days and late nights made me realised that it was truly mind over matter...
but amongst everything i know i will definitely remember the relationships that i have developed and grown to love... every kind gesture and heartfelt words of support, i remember them all so vividly and i will never forget... i have grown to learn to cherish friendship more than ever and learnt to protect it...
there were many times throughout poly that i felt that like it was impossible for me to accomplish any of the goals set or for that matter even move on to the next step... in fact i felt that way every semester... and every semester, my friends and family would always be there spurring me on, more importantly, God has never let me fall... every time that i lost faith and lost sight of hope, He has remained faithful and brought me through thus far...
this has truly been a journey for me and has been the greatest so far... cheers to 3 years of training...
for now i have felt love and lost love i can move forward and embrace love
friends always care
23:42