well its really strange isnt it? about me not posting when i touch down in singapore... a post to sorta sum up what ever i have posted... well truth of the matter is that i havent been in any mood to post up anything the past few days... and well i honestly can say that i really dont want to come back to singapore... really i dont... dont ask me why i have no idea but the night before my flight i was really fighting not to come back home... i really really wanted to stay on badly for my own personal reasons... was kinda rough for me that night was...
well the funny thing was that when i reached back home in singapore, for a moment i just did not recognise the house anymore... it was really strange... it is like as if suddenly this was really just a house... the feeling wasnt there... like where by you come home and say," ahh home at last.." for me on the other hand it was kinda like,"is this home?"
haiz well life hasnt been too good for me on the emotional side either... getting blowings from the family and from friends... haha... not the kinda welcome party i expected to recieve... haha... o well but i am getting stronger as i go... oh i just recieved some great news... a load off the shoulder... we finally managed to buy a home... mom just called saying that we finally managed to secure the deal and finally after so many years buy our own home to live in... it is situated at chuan park minutes from bishan and serangoon mrt with a new circle line coming up right infront of it... really nice place... what can i say from near bankurptcy to buying a new home in a matter of a few years... only Gods providence could have seen us through... praise the Lord...
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