well last night as you would have guessed from the title, i didnt really get a good nights sleep... took about an hour and a half to fall asleep... and i kept waking up at night... well during the one and half hours that i was tossing around, my mind was really active thinking about everything i could think of... actually more of the social aspect of my life...
kept thinking about friends and family... alot of what if what could be what is kind of scinerios popped out... it just got me thinking about my life and the people around me... actually i like thinking about all this but it sorta makes me a bit emo the next day... dont ask me why ... but well...
o wells tmrw i shall be flying off to vietnam for the third time... haha... cant wait to be there actually... thinking of making a new suit when i arrive... but this trip is gonna be slightly different... ill be going to vietnam as a study holiday... haha... so contradictory isnt it... study holiday... well i need to get the engine pumping again... test would start once more straight after the hols, one proj is due after the hols as well...
proj proj proj... sigh i dont know whats up with my projs... some how this sem i am not as confident in them as the last... last sem i was quite confident in what i would get and i was quite happy with it... but now this sem i keep on wondering how i can push up my projs... i dont wanna remain at the grades that i got last sem i want to push it up at least one level... but how? been pondering over this for a long time... now i am even scared that i might be over doing things if i push it too hard... should i just leave it as it is and let God do the rest? hmm i dont know... i just want the best that i can do i guess...
friends always care
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