well wondering why i am posting again??? well just thinking about life... i mean there i was having such a great day today... experiencing God's providence and peace... and the next thing i know a few hours later i find out that my uncle has also just experienced God and probably is right now... however, i guess in a different way from what i did...
and it is really this little thing that makes me really thnk about life... i mean they say... the truest measure of a person is during his funeral when everyone comes to share a little something about the great life he has lead... however, the ironic part is that none of us would live to see that day... it would be something like a medal of velor never presented to the hero himself but showcased for everyone to see...
i wonder to myself:
when we do pass on, do we linger around in this world for a short while? do we slowly float up to hopefully heaven... or do we *poof* and there we are in front of God awaiting his judgement.... and when we are up in heaven would God let us see what our funeral is like from above? and lastly when people like me say short prayers to God and ask if he could pass a message of gratitude to a loved one... would he?
now i sit back thinking of how one miracle starts whilst another ends somewhere else and think to myself... what do i want in life? one simple question that speaks many thoughts... i sit back and i console myself... and i hope that i am able to attain my one goal in life... the goal that i have clung on to for a long time....
and i hope that because of this one simple goal of mine in life, maybe perhaps i would get a little tolken of appreciation in return...
friends always care
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