leave me alone i need some space to breathe MOVE OUT OF THE WAY!!! i need some privacy cant you understand that? cant you just give me space to grow, make errors, make success... why must you stifle me... how can a plant grow if it is shielded from the harsh sun rays... WHY CANT I HAVE SOME SORT OF SPACE?? i aint no small kid anymore i am not asking to vanish away into the abyss of time i am just asking to be given a bit of space....
haiz... well i have not been at all too happy today... today kinda started out normal like any other day... but some how it just got sour in the middle... i dont know whether there is something wrong with me or what but i just seem to have gotten really irritated today... i dont know but it seems that my every move is chained down by this short little leash of mine... and when i dont conform to every call of 'request' i am tugged at as hard and as mercilessly as possible...
hey i mean i do have a life i do have commitments to fulfil... i know sometimes i may stray away from the important things in life but hey stop yanking already.... come on!!!! argh..... i have a few things that i feel i must hold true to as hard as possible... and one of them is my word... i am willing to change plans and commitments when given prior notice but not at the last minute... and hey if you tell me something last minute i expect you to understand even if i say no, and not run me down all the way... hey i feel bad already and i dont need anyone to make me feel worse... well yea so today was kinda pissy for me....well at least i let it all out....
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